Twende Kwa
Faith stuff, church stuff, and life stuff in the heart of the city.
05 April 2013
07 January 2013
Back at it...
I’m noticing (from Facebook posts, emails and face-to-face conversations)
a huge *sigh* on this first day of the green season following Christmas/Epiphany.
Gone are the trees and lights and parties. Fully present are the blues, the bills
and a kind of holiday hangover…the exhaustion that comes not just from our
recent over-indulgence, but from the nagging sense that nothing is really
different on this side of our celebrations.
In some ways, that may be true. Our families and friends are still our
families and friends…warts and all. The solutions fairy hasn’t shown up and
bopped her magic wand on any of the big issues of the day, which means that it’s
still politics and business as usual. As for me (and maybe for you, too): I’m
still the same guy I was before we sang Stille
Nacht and feasted with the relatives and took a few days off. And now it’s
just time to get back at it…to jump into the daily routine which always seems
remarkably like the daily routine. So…what’s changed?
Maybe nothing …given the preamble above.
Maybe everything…but I doubt it.
Maybe just enough. That is to say: the effects of our feasting and
celebration…of our remembrance and our worship…may not show themselves to be
shifts of cosmic proportions. Small, even singular, events can create within us
the hope we need and long for. Case in point: one line in a conversation yesterday
in which a wise young woman suggested an alternative response to a difficult
situation…a response that positively dripped with the Gospel as opposed to the “I’ll
show him” knee-jerk reaction which seemed to have the favor of the crowd at
hand. Hearing it, I knew that the incarnation of our God had made a real
difference in this person’s life. And because of her witness, it would make a
difference in other lives, too.
Consider: The one whom we have just been adoring, born in a manger, has
also been born within us. Yes, it has happened in mustard seed size. But the
deed is done. God has acted. And as we are faithful and open to that seed’s germination,
we will be getting back at it…the everyday, mundane and ordinary…with something
quite extraordinary working within and through us.
Seems to me that’s a good enough reason to replace that *sigh* with a
*smile*.
19 December 2012
'Twas the Week before Christmas...
'Twas the week before Christmas and all
through the place
every
person was caught in the holiday race;
The stockings weren't hung; they'd not even
been found,
and
the cards were not sent, and nowhere around
were the cookies that should have been all
baked and ready;
nor
the ornaments made, nor the dinner plans steady.
And I with a sigh and Mama with a yawn
wondered
how we would finish before Christmas dawn.
There we sat, not so nice, on the living room
couch;
one
tired and sad, and the other a grouch.
Perhaps we were snoozing; I don't really
know,
but
something or someone had startled us so
that we sprang to our feet to see what was
the matter
while
our hearts raced ahead of their usual patter.
When what to our wondering eyes should appear
but
a village alive 'neath a night starry clear.
"Come this way," a voice seemed to
lead us along
through
a close, winding street towards the sound of a song.
There were people all over, crushed shoulder
to shoulder,
so
to stay with our guide we pushed on a bit bolder
until we were standing in front of a door
that
was open, revealing a bare, earthen floor
and a rude, little room set with a straw and
a trough
and
a trio of doves cooing down from a loft.
"More water!" another voice hurried
on by;
then
a shout, "He is here!" and a woman's sharp cry.
And the song was replaced by a baby's first
squall,
and
a poor woman's tears from her nest in the stall.
"He is beautiful!" now a man softly
exclaimed,
and
his voice starting humming the song once again.
And taking his shawl, then the baby was
clothed
in
the prayers of his father and the love of all those
who had gathered to marvel at this
long-waited birth
of
a child and a promise and a hope for the earth.
"Yeshua is his name," soft the
voice of his mother;
"God
will save" was the murmur from one to another;
And the crowd backed away, and the babe fell
asleep,
and
the man looked to heaven and started to weep.
"Forgive me for doubting" he pled
to the sky,
"all
the words of the prophets from days long gone by
that you'd never abandon your creatures
below."
And
again came his song in a voice rich and low:
a simple refrain as his lullaby swelled,
"I
love you, my child, my Emmanuel."
And then the dream vanished as quickly it
came;
and
we wakened to find most our things much the same.
Still the presents and parties and jobs to be
done,
still
the days over full and the work under fun.
But yet, in another way, subtle and true
this
frantic-paced waiting is changed and made new;
Priorities shifted, and new questions raised:
Just
what does it mean when the Lord of all Days
Comes to live 'mongst his people and take as
his own
their
sins to be healed, and their hearts as his throne?
While the motive behind all our busy-ness is
to
do just what is right; still the holiday's His.
All our gifts and our getting can never
compare
to
the gift of the child and the life that is there.
So I think of the song; may it fit to my
voice!
May
there be no temptation, no darkness, no choice
that would keep my own life from attesting it
well:
"I love you, my child, my Emmanuel."
15 October 2012
Hey, Jesus!
Ben
is three years old, and he is standing on his chair across the table at dinner
on a recent Wednesday evening. There’s not a whole lot of food going in to his
wiry, little body…but he is enthusiastically sharing just about every thought
or idea that comes into his mind.
“Hey,
Jesus! Guess what!” He is talking to me.
His
parents, trying to convince him to take another bite of hot dog, are also
reminding him that the person he is addressing is Pr. David…not Jesus. And I am
also quick to add that, while I know Jesus well, I am not Jesus.
Ben
is not easily persuaded…although he’s beginning to get the idea. Nonetheless,
he still has important observations about his life to share. And sharing them
with Jesus, having hot dogs with Jesus, going to see Jesus who loves him on a
regular basis…all of this works in his world very nicely.
Two
ideas spring to mind.
First:
Ben helps me understand what Jesus is trying to convey to his disciples when he
suggests to them that entry into the kingdom of God is impossible for those who
cannot receive it like a little child. In his innocence and enthusiasm, Ben
reminds me how marvelous it is to stand in unencumbered trust before the One
who loves us so deeply. I long for such relationship.
Second:
I’m beginning to wonder how good an idea it is to quickly correct Ben’s “mis-identification.”
After all, when Ben sees me, should he not be seeing Jesus? Indeed, when anyone
sees me or sees the Church (either as individual believers or the body corporate),
should they not be seeing Jesus? Are we not called and sent to be (as Luther reminds
us) Christ to one another and the world?
Ben’s
very faithful parents (bless them!) have rightly taught him to be on the lookout
for the Lord who loves him. If Ben sees that in me, it is both an awe-full
responsibility and a deep, deep privilege. If the world sees that in us…in this
rag-tag collection of broken believers called to be Christ’s body in the world…then
perhaps we are, by grace, finally being the Church we are meant to be.
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